I just wanted to reach in there and punch him, over and over, and over again until he realized what a RETARD and what a FAILURE of a HUMAN BEING he is. I wanted to cry from sheer ANGER at seeing this man on screen. Seeing him yell at Seiji, yell at Seiji's sister (who I can't remember the name off), seeing him yell at his WIFE who than has the KINDNESS TO PROTECT HIM just. But seeing Seiji's dad makes my blood boil. Granted, my dad is actually a good dad, I just. I don't have a good relationship with my dad. I don't care what his excuse is, no matter what his problem is, or why he's being such a fucking ass hole, I don't CARE. I would just crumble into pieces and fall apart. It really hurts me and as I watch Seiji struggle it hurts me more because i know, I KNOW, if that was me in that position, I would break.
And so seeing Seiji's mom like that, in such a depression. She is there to tell me when I can take a break, when it's okay for me to break down, when it's okay for me to take a step away and just. She's there, every step of the way saying "you can do it, you're fine" she is the person that asks me "Are you okay? Can you handle it?". And so I have my mom there to be my pole to lean on. I'm not as FAIL as Seiji was, I mean I get straight A's and study hard and what not, but even then, I'm not the proud, confident, 'nerd' that most Straight A'ers are. My mom is to me, like Seiji's mom was to him. Maybe it's Nino's acting, I'm not sure but when I saw Seiji crying my entire heart just broke for him. I empathsized with him even though I've never been in his situation before in my life. I didn't feel sorry for him, I don't know, somehow. watching Seiji break like that, I just couldn't help but start sobbing. My heart breaks in every episode as I watch Seiji struggle with his family's problems. This entire drama is a roller coaster for me. Actually the entire episode I really felt like crying. I really don't know what it was about this scene. The minute Seiji said "Ore shika ha nai" and the tears just started flowing down my face and I couldn't stop them. So i guess you can imagine how hard it is for me to cry and yet I cried watching Freeter. The last time I cried watching a drama was when I watched "One Litre of Tears" which was 2 years ago and I only cried one TISSUE. So, I just watched episode 4 of Freeter and.
Honestly? This is mostly a personal post that only vaguely relates to Freeter to be honest. Hopefully, this research can help learners and enthusiasts of Japanese culture to understand Japanese culture, particularly the concept of reciprocation.This is going to be a long, slightly emotional, and kind of random post that will go on very many different tangents but somehow all revolves around my love of Nino's drama, 「フリーター、家を買う」. For subsequent studies suggester to extend the analysis with a different approach and issues. Gimu ninmu contained in Chiba and workers. Gimu koo contained in Seiji and Sumiko for his family. Giri to the name contained in the name of Ayako, Seiji and Chiba. Giri to the world contained in the Seiichi for Noriko and Seiji for Ooetsu. Result of this study indicate that this drama have giri to the world, giri to the name, gimu nnmu and gimu koo. The purpose of this study was to describe the giri and gimu concept that reflected in the drama Freeter, Ie Wo Kau. To find giri and gimu in Freeter, Ie Wo Kau drama, the author uses the theory of antropological literature by examining the interaction based on figures in the form of images and conversations, as well as using the theory of mise en scene as the supporting theory. This drama tells the story of a freeter that trying hard to restore his mother's smile who was ill. Drama that used is a family drama titled Freeter, Ie Wo Kau. In this anlysis, the aouthor use a television drama because drama has a different form from novels or short stories. Giri and gimu many contained in the literature. In a culture there is reciprocity norm that someone should help those who have helped him. Society is a group of people who created a culture.